Mindset of Cynicism III
Continued…
The story of the explosion, followed by the sudden destruction of the concrete fire pit, was an illustration Pastor Mike used to show what happens when we do not reconcile our differences with people… particularly the Father. When we harbor bad thoughts or remember when someone has wronged us, it is as if we are allowing gasoline to seep into the depths of our heart and mind… only to be ignited sooner or later. I dwell on the wrongdoings of others, allowing those things to fester in my thoughts… causing discouragement, depression, thoughts of revenge, and malice. It’s only a matter of time before there’s no turning back and I’ve allowed those things to be destructive.
Reconciliation with others and with God…
I remember the many times when my sister and I had disagreements and arguments. Nothing new there. That’s just part of being in a family of eleven people. I don’t remember what they were about… the only thing that really sticks out in my mind is her faithfulness in coming to me and being the first to reconcile and ask for my forgiveness (and no, I never deserved it; nor would I, in my pride, ever be the first to admit I was wrong… but she recognized the virtue of humility and the blessing of reconciliation). Part of reconciliation is being willing to put yourself on the line, admit your short-comings, take the blame, and ask for forgiveness… but what a blessing it is to be forgiven and reconciled.
You may be asking why that has anything to do with my title of “Mindset of Cynicism.” I don’t really know… call it a rabbit trail if you want to. But I will say this…
My cynicism has prevented me from hearing and learning of great truths and blessings such as these. My mindset of being “above” the words of any pastor or sermon (demonstrated in my lack of respect and attention - thinking that church was a waste of my time) has kept me from learning from the words of Jesus Christ, Himself. May God forgive me… and what a blessing it is that God IS a forgiving Father who desires reconciliation. May we learn from His example…
Published on 11 Nov 2007 at 10:29 am.
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reconiliation is so hard but it is a beautiful thing to be vulnerable with someone and admit how wrong you were…and to be forgiven. its beautiful
Olivia on 11 Nov 2007 at 11:24 pm.
I enjoyed reading this series… it’s a really good reminder. And sadly, you’re not the only one counting those squares in the church carpet. We’re all there in one way or another. Thankfully, God is gracious. I really don’t understand how He puts up with me…
Jess Gauley on 12 Nov 2007 at 5:20 pm.